Still have 4 hours and 15 minutes i will say goodbye to my 21st years old, refresh back what i have done during the last whole year, i can summary it with only one sentence- My 21st years old ended in failure .I am so unhappy, lonely and disappointed with all the things happened around me. I don't know why i am fail to make my life become more joyful and meaningful. My heart is broken and tired, is very painful.I fail to being a good friend, a good sister, good daughter and fail to be who i am. I just pass my time like that,din pay attention in class, lack of confidence and i even started to loose my dream.I do not trust people anymore just like my friend said inside believe is lie, now only i realize that. This was not what i suppose to do for getting a good future.I can't stand anymore, with the sadness and painful.I know i will collapse one day if i continue like that. Who can help me to escape from this kind of life? I know only i can help myself.I really hope that my heart will recover soon.I desire a meaningful life and a brighter future.I know i can do it if i put more effort to everything.I don't want my life ended in failure anymore.
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