被遗弃的小孩

我和朋友常说我们是被遗弃的小孩，没人会关心我们，在乎我们的感受与想法，哭泣时也没人会为我们擦眼泪。我们就像是被遗忘在衣橱角落的旧衣服。我想说当被遗弃的小孩并不可怜，因为只有被遗弃的小孩才懂得坚强，跌倒了会自己爬起来，勇敢的往前走。也只有被遗弃的小孩才看清楚现实的残酷，更珍惜拥有的幸福。往后的日子还很长，被遗弃的小孩们，不要再躲在角落默默掉泪了，是时候过回你该过的生活了，寻找属于你的幸福吧。加油！
ps:谢谢你们在我几乎崩溃的时候为我擦眼泪，给我安慰让我知道我并不是被遗弃的小孩。

改变，得到，失去

最近总觉的一切变了
身边所熟悉的人，事与物突然变得陌生
陌生得一切仿佛不存在
陌生得我自己也无法相信
到底是我无法相信，还是我不愿意接受
到底是谁改变了谁，是大家都变了还是我变了
在这一切都改变后
我得到了什么，失去了什么？


我得到的是我所承受不起的失落
而同时
我也失去了一颗热忱与真挚的心

Guilty

I have received an email from my supervisor, with an attachment of my FYP guideline. When i read the email, i felt guilty as until now my FYP progression is slow, i even din put many effort on it. Start from now, I have to put more effort on it, and thank you sir.

Lost passion? Lazy?

I feel that i have lost my passion in life. I cannot found any thing that make me feel interested. Since the first day i come back to Kuching,i just feel tired, and now already second month but i still tired. Don't want to touch my book, my assignment, my FYP and even lazy to go out. Feel tired to go to class, tired in manage relationship with people just tired with everything. Is that i really lost my passion or i just find an excuse for my laziness. Hope that i will recover soon, i should not and also can not live like that. I still have to put effort for my great future. Come back chinyee, come back my heart and soul.

我一直都认为只要做人有原则，待人处事认真，是非黑白分明就问心无愧。只要武装自己，坚强一点就不会受到伤害。只要肯努力， 就会得到认同。但原来在别人眼中，这些都变成了自私，狠心，傲慢和自以为是。越是装作坚强，心就更累更受伤。难道我真的做错了，还是别人误解了我。我不懂，我也不想去猜测更不想去辩解，因为我知道有些事和有些人是永远都无法说清楚的。

Times of Your Life

Good morning, yesterday
you wake up and times has slipped away
and suddenly it's hard to find
the memories you left behind
remember, do you remember?
The laughter and the tears
the shadows of misty yesteryear
the good times and the bad you've seen
and all the others in between
remember do you remember?
The times of your life

Reach back for the joy and the sorrow
put them away in your mind
the memories are time that you borrow
to spend when you get tomorrow
Here comes the saddest part
the seasons are passing one by one
so gather memories while you may
collect the dreams you dreams today
remember, will you remember?
The times of your life