I am crying for my life without life, I scarifies all my time my life for those who would not appreciate my hard work and effort.Trying so hard to complete everything perfect everything without return . So stupid and silly , still think that if you work hard with your heart it would be worth, but the world is unfair , the reality is even you are strong enough , good enough but Juz because u r not somebody so you should be treat in this way, u r not the one who set the game set the rules no matter how much effort you put in you are still unable to win the game, this is true. Never n ever think that the world should treat u fairly , u r worth for everything you have put in your effort, reality will tell u the truth. After crying desperately u still hav to face it , may be one day you r so lucky to be treated fairly........ miracle is around the corner right ? I don't know.... really don't know how long I still can stand for this, the saddest part is I don't even can find a shoulder to support me at this hardest moment, how come? What I suppose to do next........ Haiz xxxxxxxx hxxhr xxxxx pxxx.......